Wednesday, July 16, 2008

As A Matter of Fact, There are 6 Reasons

1. I feel guilty that you have been risking your life, your freedom, and your reputation to be with me

2. I feel guilty that you sacrifice so much for me and have to completely support me financially.

3. I feel I am ruining your life. If I step aside it will open the gate to allow some other woman who truly deserves you to step in.

4. I am too emotionally unavailable to provide you with any support when YOU need it.

5. I feel torn in two because my best friend and my boyfriend can't stand each other.

6. This relationship is the closest I have been to anybody since Gary. (Father of her children who committed suicide in jail seven years ago)That makes me feel vulnerable and that scares the hell out of me.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

um, red flags galore.

CatsDigMe said...

There always is with her.

Jacq said...

Hang in there, bud, hang in there.